Some Words Come Straight from Heart and Speak Your Mind!!!

Poetry and writing is a form of communication which even though not as extrovert as video and audio is, but contains enough affect and effect to influence and persuade. I feel soothed reading poetry and songs even though it happens rarely, but when it happens it is addictive for a while :)



Meri bechainiyon ko chain mill jaaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye

Mere deewanepan ko sabr mil jaaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye

Zikr tumhara jab jab hota hai
Dekho na aankhon se
bheega bheega pyaar beh jaat hai

Meri tanhaiyon ko noor mill jaaye
Tera chehra jab nazr aaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye

Main raat-din yeh duaa karun
Tere liye main jiyun marun
Chaaron pehar tujhe dekha karun
Mera jahan yeh tujhe fanaa karun

Zikr tumhara jab jab hota hai
Dekho na honthon per tera ehsaas 
Reh jaata hai

Mere har raaste ko manzil mill jaaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye

Berang hawayein mujhe naa jaane
De gayi sadda kyun abhi abhi
Hai sarfaroshi ye aashiqui bhi
Jaayegi jaan meri isme kabhi

Zikr tumhara jab jab hota hai
Dekho na har lamha teri daastaan
keh jaat hai

Meri har ik tadap ko sukoon mill jaaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye
Tera chehra jab nazar aaye

Thank You: A Pending Update 2014-2017

A long pending update to all the donors and partners. Thank you for your generosity and here is the long pending update for the last 3+ years. Enjoy !!!

 

2 Lessons in 2 Minutes

• What's the ROI of commitment and consistency? 
• How to manage your clients and work and school all at the same time?
• What happens the day you give up? Does odds work in your favor.

A glimpse from the past life and if only I would apply more 'commitment and consistency' rule in my own life.

#NationalSmileDay: New Day of Proclamation

It's never too late to participate. Belated May 31, National Smile day.

People don't give as much importance on the ROI of a smile.

It's huge if done the right way and in right context.

People have freaking no clue how much I have cashed out figuratively and literally on the simple gentle smile below.

Go Figure !!!

This Will Not Let Me Down. Amen

Thank You Dear Lord for bringing all the skeptics and doubters in my life since 1997. I am glad You have shown Your wonders in miraculous ways which I don't understand but only You Do.
I am also thankful for letting me live life without fear and expectations of anyone.  Dear Lord, I know people try to bring me down in their own way and expectations. You have brought enough examinations and challenges + circumstances in my life to train me for Your glory. Your name will be glorified in all ways. I hurt people in return knowingly and unknowingly. I am also thankful that You gave me ideas in my mind all the time to document and record my life, so that I can look back and thank You for Your Goodness. In Your name and Will. Amen.

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Thank you for letting me look at my past and learn the lessons. Ups and Downs are always at the door Lord. Thank you for the obstacles and challenges. Don't let emotions take over me.

Dec, 2016 Lesson

The Red Shoes and what comes with it

Hans C. Anderson -- a Danish poet and author wrote The Red Shoes. I happened to read it in 8th grade when I didn't even know why would someone wear red shoes in the first place--- when they can wear black uniform shoes everyday. Ahhh little me and my innocent thinking when I was pure and decent.

Little did I know that it was only a decade and half later that I would wear and live The Red Shoes life myself. literally and figuratively 👦😑 such as follows.

The imaginary red

The old beaten up crimson red 

The Mexico city and Brazilian foot-ball red 

The everyday PhD student life and ugly red

The lesson learned for me is life is short before I judge someone else. I need to look at my own The Red Shoes life style.  Just like tiny habits can create a big domino effect in improving the overall life style for the betterment.  Tiny red shoes behavior can disrupt the whole life purpose as well or maybe make it.


Respect to famous Danish Hans C. Anderson in front of The Little Mermaid in  Copenhagen, Denmark.

circa 2013






There is so much Red Shoes Theme in Jai Wolf''s " Like it's Over"  (below) which is on repeat for me for the last couple of hours. I like his instrumental theme and creativity

The Power of Pulling from Both Sides

Failure and rejection is part and parcel of life. Everything has its own timing. My timing is not synchronized with your time and your timing is pre-mature than my timing. What people wanted from me long time ago, was a joke and manipulation. When I am ready then comes another allegation.

But still I write and express how to comprehend this for my own belief.  The best way to keep the balance and stay align in life is to pull from opposite directions. On one side I am so ready and want this but the train has departed already. On the other hand, I am so thankful for what my worth is.  Some people used me as an experimental / missionary project to feel highly of themselves by taking bet on a loser player because they wanted to show their own importance and empathetic skills. When they didn't get their own way, they tried to create havoc in their own way. Still I am calm and remember them as follows.

One Side: The Blinds Need Renewal

Exactly 5 years ago you made the whole house ready.
Helped me put out everything and fix all of it.

Now the house is here but the boss of the house is gone.

Things have been down the hill. I didn't always want this nor did you.

I wanted a better future together. I did wrong and made mistakes.

Time has gone by but these words and notes are a reminder for me for regrets I narrate.

I took everything for granted and never did future pacing to realize how it would be without you.

Life is still the same but you are gone.

Other Side:

The other side did not want to use me as an experiment or any missionary goals on me. However, I just found something different.

It takes courage to express your feelings and give them words

That's the power of pulling from the opposite direction. In between them is where I find my existence. Some people can manipulate you to get what they want while others just narrate what they feel. The power lies in pulling from the opposite directions. Some call it narcissism because that's all they can think of while in reality they know it is called confidence.