Saturday, August 11, 2012

You bring Spring...

Once I heard from an old friend , "What do you know about H2H /D2D or B2B communication ". 
I could not understand this question on a personal level until today. When I met some one today again after a long time. Who ?? My mind would say a good friend, heart would say an amazing friend, emotions would say dont lie to yourself , use a word exceptional best friend   
Apparently we have so many people around in our lives. But then there is some one you dont know the limit of your relationship with them . Is it finite or inifinte ?

Imagine you wake up one Saturday morning, in North Texas heat. You have no plans and are being lazy. Suddenly , you get a message/mail, and know that you have a plan. You look out of window , expecting bright sun outside . But instead , there is a panoramic view of Hawaii  :D . So  romantic , little drops of rain , cool breeze flowing around, everything is so fresh. This must be waking up in a wonderland. What is this feeling ?? What causes all this ? ?
In such a situation ,would you literally keep on jumping for the excitment ,since you are going to see some one you have not seen for a long time.? Well I did today , I did jump for 10 minutes to vent out my adrenaline kicks!!! What for ? Only two answers , who knows it or everyone knows it !!!

Have you ever wondered why is that ? , some people have so much control over your emotions , personality and passion. You never realize it. unless they leave you, and you desire for every single possibility to be with  them .While with them you see everyting colorful around you. You see as if there is Spring  for 12 months a year.

If you ever find some one who will give you this feeling ,than nothing else matters.  We are  Humans ,  we are social animals, we live on relationships, depend on  friendships and express emotions. When days are good, we do not care, we reach the sky. When days are bad, we want to die.
 They say there are no straight roads to success. On the same pattern, there are no straight roads to find that some one special . They will rise you up, they will bring you down. When you are all happy ,they will break the bubble. When you are so down, they will raise your imaginations to reach the stars. These peaks and valleys are brought in your life, through them. If you admit it honestly, they are the ones, who keep your heart beating and beating more fast when you see them.
If they are not here , you can spend all the time available, whether there is
blizzard in Chicago or wilderness in Virginia. May it be chillax on a rooftop bar to the unbearable heat of Texas in August.:) You would convice yourself that the better use of your time is to stare on their photos.

The sad news is, what if the one who keeps you going , does not feel the same way for you ? Dang
Hard Luck !!!. But this is life, you cannot  change them for who they are or what they feel for you. What they are is what makes you go crazy  :). But one partial solution is, you sure can  let them know what they mean to you . But how ? Simple just write a blog about what you feel about them :) :) :) 

Hope is one of the best words ever . It cheers you up , never lets you down. Gives you influence too. I have hope too, may be one day , I and many others like me,  will get to see Spring for 12 months a years. . And the ones who bring spring in our lives, they will have their emotions deep  rooted in the same :) .

Friday, July 27, 2012

Start of Olymics 2012 and end of a week !!!

Finally its Friday , end of another week. This week has been pretty rough. Not physically but  mentally.So much pressure and thinking and do. Not from work not from school but from some things I may not be aware of.
Thanks to Hillsong United and Ronan Keatings , hidden message among the tones, get me going through all these unknowns. A lot of things became evident / revealed this week.
Just pray that I get to learn what HE is trying to teach me. !!!!
Finally excited for Olymics 2012. I hope I get to see  it all . Targeting to finish some of SNR , WER Estimation. Amen !!!

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Old Testimonials from Good Ole fRiEnDs.. !

Wanted to back up some of the testimonials from great friends and colleagues..some long time back. Priceless !!! Since the testimonials have been written in bilingual style and also internet slangs and overlook the grammatical errors and punctuation Please !!!



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Bilal Mirza - Dec 30, 2005
Hi
I am going to write about my most loving budddy that is azar toufiqe.
He is one of the guys in which u can trust more than yourself.He is most loving,trustworhty,admirable,honest and smart buddy of mine.
I know him for the last 10 years or so.we have been friends for this long time ,but i dont remember that if we had ever fought.
He is brilliant in his study throughout his life .He is smart ,charming and handsome and many more.
All the qualities i have mention doest not fullfil his real personality ,he is a bit more than that.

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ashraf . - Jan 5, 2006
 
azar....really ambious man.......
alwayz in try to take a step... forward
thora sa net-worm.....
he is really man sincere with his stydyz....
i like his loozy genz style......
very good at cyber conversation especially with.........(azar bata doon)
some people are cute,,,,but this cheeko is HONEY-CUTE....
lov u my dollfrnd
 
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Shahbaz Muhammad - Feb 27, 2006
 
well sum ppl call him azar and sum elizher but what is in da name????its ur behaviour,attitude and dealings dat count and matters.and m glad dat ma friend has all these qualities in sufficient amount.

the best thing bout him is dat he alwayz alwayz backs up his friends by increasing their confidence.he doesnt pulls da legs of his fellows 2 go ahead.

i 9 him 4 last 3 years and during this tenure i have never seen him fighting wid ne1.180 degrees opposite to me.most of all he is one of very few jo mujh jaisey "theetay" ko preps mein bhi lift kerwa daitey hein.


he is alwayz alwayz ready and sumtimes can go out of his way to help out of his friends.alwayz meets others wid a smiling face.

and last thing bout him is he is from sialkot "MUNDA SIALKOTIA" ... agli gul da tohanou patta hai na......

at the end i wish ur achievement list keep on increasing exponentially like da babies of rabbit.

okies.do remember me as a sincere friend.
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David Paul  - Apr 4, 2006
 
I met Azar in my first year at Uet Lahore. Even though he is two years my senior He has become my best friend(he denies it being vice versa). I am a very reserved person and chose my friends very carefully, just a hand full. But there was something about him that attracted me from the first day we meet.(don't know what that is) But ever since our friendship has continued to grow. I wish he had been my session fellow that we we would have spent more time together but I know that our friendship is not limited by distances. We share many things in common and have a greater share of difference as well. Maybe its our differnces that bind us as I know no one would like it if we all were alike, thought the same way, had the same interests. Azar is a very honest person, he is brave enough to admit his mistakes and wise enought to know when to stay silent and when to speak. I am always glad to meet poeple who learn at the Master's feet, as they are in the same school where we remain students forever,Azar's one of them

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Junaid Ashraf - Apr 5, 2006 

At last i have got the time to write the testimonial of one the most world wide person having knowledge of every thing u want.He`s type of a guy with whom u will never get bore.Azhar is claver, friendly,confident, caring, theata, intelligent, helping, confident, attractive, calm n cool-headed and dependable and what and what not. He have got the great memory and mind.
Great memory in the sence that having knowledge of each and every person present in the university especially girls. One skill which is very rare but present in Azhar is that he knows how to
make other people happy. As a summray,I think he knows the true essence of life.I have tried my best to cover most of the feature present in this man.

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Munawar Hussain - Aug 3, 2006
 
Well Eleazar ...Wat can I say...Azar is one of ma best friends...i cant describe azar in ma lifeless words...if I wana describe, I cant ciz He is more great than ma words...He is the person to b make friend...Anyone who had met azar could not live without being his friend...He is handsome,hardworking,intelligent n much concious ab his health...In the end I ll say "Azar is simply the best" ...

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jAhAnZeB Ashraf - Sep 25, 2006 
 
HElo
yar ma tera agar scarp likhon to ..accept kar ..ok
tere liye bare fakhr ke bat ha
..eleazher
he's nice
attractive but lit faty, lolz
a typical theta..bohat parhta ha..uff parhta he rehta ha..harwaqt
time table ka bhoat pakka ha..kab canten jana ha,kab kissko kitna time deena ha.
wagaira
leeken help karta ha
behcare hamare jaise logo ke
studeis main

He's a realy a joly type ,attractive person,who makes friends quickly

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Naveed Irshad - Oct 14, 2006
 
Hai...i promise main jo kuch kahoon ga sacch kahoon ga...sach ki sawa kuch nahin kahoon ga...Eleezar Taufique...a really nice class fellow i ever had...i know him since last 4 years...since then i have learned many things from him...the most important of them is hardwork...he is such a hardworking & determined person as u cant find on this earth...i bet...whenever i used to pass in front of his room i would c him studying on his chair...chair replaced by bed in 2nd year...& bed replaced by table chair & computer in 3rd year...but u would never find him moving in his room or corridoors aimlessly as most of the hostlites do(xcept saleemee)...2nd is his analyzing power...God has gifted him with a very strong power of analyzing.He can analyze person he meets only once...then he can play with u like anything...mind u he does not...lol...3rd is his strong memory...he has in his detabase each & every person of university...lol...4th is his ability of talking...he can talk to u with hours on any topic,oops i cant rit

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faiz . - Sep 7, 2007
 
Abt Azhar r...hmmm." A man that has always sumthing to worry." yar butt ye ho gye hai"A man with cool smile on his face.Very kind & helpful.but confused."........ very difficult to define.I think i was wasting my time in UET wid out any good frnd....... when Azhar came to me and within no time he became my best friend, u know some pupil are more than the frndzzzz....... fortunately he was one of those persons. In his company i always felt comfortable,u know y? bcoz he always had to discuss light topics and always removed my tensions by saying these wordz"chal chor yar butt hum ksi ce kam hain"remembr yar???.....He really sported me in various fieldz . I can klaim that he is one of the persons, any of u kan have in ur life. I really thanks to Allah Almighty tht He Blessed me wid a nice frind like Azhar Tanks a lot Azhar!!!

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You are in my soul........ - Sep 13, 2007 
 
hmm after a longtime i got the chance to write testimonial about Azher .......
first i would say Azher is too sensitive ,nice and coperative person for the other people hahah ..........but in my eyes simply i will say words are not sufficient for my friend azher "he is understanding but not understandable person " hahahhahah kidding yaar :)
really mai bohat nice hai .........specially in the eyes of girls ....hahahhaha
i m proud of u friend ....kay mairay ko tum jaisa dost mila
abhee testimonial khatam nahi huwa ...mai nay kaha na kay words are not sufficient for u ...........tumhari personality itni fabulous hai ........ :)
waisay azher bohat sensitive hai .........a man full of feelings ......
proud to be ur friend.........baki testimonial baad mai ....

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living a life of death.... - Nov 17, 2007 
 
Azar... my room mate...
literally khubsoorat insaan...
studies, literature, engineering project...jo kerta hai.. mehnat sai kerta hai
I enjoyed his company for a year and found him with unforgettable supportive nature...

iradon ka pakka hai... sub duniya aik taraf or azar aik taraf...
apna jiger hai... or humain acha nhi lagta koii merai dost ki buraii kerai

u r always in my memories...
 
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jAhAnZeB Ashraf - Jan 12, 2008 
 
Azhar is cute and attractive sort of chick
But now he's transformed to a professional teacher

You will surely find hem interesting personality,,never let u get bored
 


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Zay'n Farooqi - Mar 5, 2008
Well Azar...my jigggooo...
The vry first thing that comes into my mind about him..is his Whole hearted laugh...
itna Dil Se hansta tha k kia tension, kia preshani...specially the exam days when we used to prepare
in my room in hostel
...He s cute ... in fact boht ziada cute...i really used to enjoy his company wen
we sit together in his or my room..aur dil ki saari baaten...KHUL K... btatay thay...
Phir jb mashwaray chalty to wah wah....
i found him very very good at stds, campus me serious...time ka full time dhiyaan...
tha to zra THEETA,,, laikin mery sath aa k thand programme ho jata tha...
I really love the days i spent with him...
I wish himm a great successful life...
and wish he remains my friend, throughout my life...
LOVE U SOOOOO......
 
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Ñ€€LZ . - Feb 4, 2008
After strong demand & urge,presenting u a testi_monial written for
Sir/Mr.Azar Toufeeq!!!

I dont know how i will write that coz ...i hate lies ..hehe kidding
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Well I Know Azar for last mmmm....lemme calculate .....for almost one & a
half year ,I have witness the time period When he was student of UET and
how he become faculty member of Rachna College ,but .....nothing has
changed him he is still the same as he was ..........koi aik baat bhi
ho tou benda kehta hai but nahi ......
Although i never met him & I dont know much about him but what i know
is that; Azar is very intelligent & brilliant boy who got his own world in
his mind & he never showed that aspect of his thought to anyone he is kind
of reserve person in his own way but he will never agree on this comment(i
know that ..i m rite sir?)he got friendly jolly nature.And in some cases a
very supportive & understandable exceptionally....hehe...
U will never get bored in his company he always got something to make u laugh on or atleast put series of smile on ur face.He is always in cool mood you will never find him in tension or depressed mood which reflects his strong faith.
Azar is sweet and nice person but he always TRIES to pretend himself as bad boy dnt know y ?? i metioned that i dnt know much about him but as far as i know him i didnt find him the way he want himself to be recognize ...dnt know y .........haan one bad thing in him is his DRAMA attitude u never know k kis time he is pretending n when he is serious & talking in real manner.so its always a suggestion azar that this drama attitude is good "sometime" but some how it will resist people to trust/believe in u so ......agay u better know wht is good for you!
But beside that he is big drama full time paesa wasool piece!
He is always there to help you ,if u ask him about any favor he will do that with out any delay ...without wasting anytime & if he got to know about any thing of yourz which make u irritate he will never point out tht again and again to tease u .......
well all in all his is very nice chap & interesting fellow ...I am happy to have him as my firend GOD BLESS YOU AZAR ALWAYS IN ALL WAYS (The End)
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Monday, June 25, 2012

Halka Halka Suroor hai...

Although Nusrat Sb. sung this, with six-octave vocal range. I liked it earlier as well.
However Farhan Saeed Butt really did a great job in performing this delivery . I always liked
 the lyrics. Now they are more attractive :) . For those who understand and can read Roman Urdu/
Hindi enjoy !!!! 

YEH JO HALKA HALKA SUROOR HAI
YEH TERI NAZAR KA KASOOR HAI ,
KAY SHARAB PEENA SEEKHA DIYA
KAY SHARAAB PEENA SEEKHA DIYA......

TERAY PYAR NAY ,TERI CHAH NE,
TERI BEHKI BEHKI NIGAH NE,
MUJHE AIK SHAARABI BANA DIYA,
KAY SHARAAB PENA SEEKHA DIYA.....

SHARAAB KAISI , KHUMAAR KAISA
YE SAB TUMHARI NAVAAZISHEN HAIN

PILAAYI HAI KISS NAZAR SE TUNNE
KE MUJHKO APNII KHABAR NAHI HAI

TERE PYAAR NE TERI CHAH NE
TERI BAHKI BAHKI NIGAAH NE
MUJHE EK SHARABI BANA DIYA
 KE SHARAAB PEENA SIKHA DIYA....

MAST MAST MAST...SARA JEHAN MAST....
MAST MAST MAST.....KUL KAENAAT MAST....
MAST MAST MAST... MAST ..MAST... MAST...



Monday, March 19, 2012

I heard them saying " Why do you ignore me ? "

I slept last night around 2ish am and woke up at 5 am to catch a flight. What I was doing up so late probably was not a good thing. :/
I barely made to the airport in time and was the last person entering the plane, while everyone else was comfortably seated waiting to be air borne !. Although I was half asleep but the joy of gettting on time and catching the plane was enough to give me strength to find my seat.

I found a strong built redneck 6 feet tall guy already sitting on my seat I waited next to him without saying anything. He smiled and said "Do you have seat 14 A ? " I replied ," Yes , I have this number ".
"I thought everyone else is already boarded and I can take it as it was vacant" , he said. Rather than extending my approval to him so that he can continue sitting on my seat and I can sit on his instead, I was :| face. Not that I was not willing to sit on his seat instead, I was so tired and hundreds of other things running in my mind at that moment, did not allow me to search or care where his seat was. All I wanted was to get my seat.
Finally I got my seat, took off my sweater and started reading Chris Plekenpol's newly released book. I can read Chris even on an 18 hour non-stop flight too, his style and expression totally speak right deep inside to my head. (btw, thats what I did on my last International travel "Stumbling souls, Is love enough ?" this book kept me awake for whole 12 hours on the plane).

So here I am reading Chris' new book on my gifted kindle, I just finished 1.5 chapters and I hear this annoucement, "Please turn off all electronic devices, so that we can prepare for take off ".
Since I was tired from last night as well, I closed my eyes ,wanted to catch some sleep. For 15 minutes or so, weird dreams from last night kept on roaming around my mind. I could not sleep for a long time. I woke up drank some tomato juice..lol yes it is a fruit. It made me feel I am still alive and exist on this earth.

Now I knew I could not go back to sleep again , I had nothing to do other than sitting idle , listen to music or be bored, but I knew what I wanted to do. Since that afternoon when I heard , "Why do you always ignore me ? " These words were coming back and again in my mind since last week. So , here I ended up started writing some of my thoughts on this "Strange" behaviour of mine !

Words have power and written words become more powerful than spoken at times. So I feel its better to write rather than speak. Now in the following lines what I would like to present is another view regarding why and how a Person ignores another specific Person.
This view is popularly accepted in the game know as crush-crush as well, if you know what game it is !!!

This view is different from heuristic , socially accepted view of ignoring others where people ignore others only, if they have -ve emotions for others.


There is no simple way to explain this. We all are different ,look and treat things differently. However we all have more in common than differences when it comes to emotions.
Let me start off with an analogy, it can be weird but there is no best way to explain what kind of thinking go inside of our mind without using an analogy.

If you get something or find some one , what you always wanted what would you do ? Simple answer is: I don't know about you, but I will jump with joy :). But what if you find out, that the reason for which you are jumping with joy is short lived or it cannot be yours.
You can just see that subject but cannot have it. What would be a reasonable response then ??
I don't know about others ,what I would do is, I will say its better to think practically and keep moving try not to think much about your source of happiness too much, as you cannot have it therefore the more you will think it will cause more regret.

Now the same rule is applied to people and friendships as well. If you see some one and feel really happy and excited about ,but if you know it is just one way traffic/feeling . A fear takes place in your mind with this question, " If this happiness is short lived, why to go after it , why not to ignore and remain composed and stable".

Two people A and B know each other. A finds B , feels happy and excited but if A is aware of the fact , this happiness is short lived and fleeting and A cannot secure the happiness found in B as it is one sided. Then, A would try to avoid encounter with B as much as possible to keep itself strong and carefree. Because here we do not know and have not mentioned how much strong intention A may have for B.
Apparently A may ignore B at times. What is the real reason behind it, who knows ? You cannot tell or judge unless you know what are the intentions and emotions of A ?

Sunday, February 19, 2012

How Engineering Education shaped by mind ?

I was driving back home the other day, while listening to Chunk Swindle, and during his sermon he mentioned one thing and the whole audience laughed. He said, and...." probably if your husband is an engineer he would not understand poetry " . Rather than laughing at his point. I was taken back to some old memories, the days when a good friend of mine used to say always, that I am engineering student I am practical I would not understand the feelings of some one else .
I always used to get away with the discussion, by making the point that its just my friend's assumption and thinking. However , once now as of today when I got a reality check , the situation turned out be different .
If you have come this far while reading this post, then make sure and understand, that the experiences shard in this blog reflect author's personal views and do no reflect a result in general.

Now coming back to the topic ,how engineering can change a mind ? Well, lets face the facts. Engineering students are always forced to think from mathematical perspective, logical extension of ideas. Some times it is very hard to make humanities and arts majors to understand the ideas of engineering and vice versa.

This way of thinking en- forces the mind to cross verify any information whichever is fed to the brain . This attitude lets you doubt your faith, fellowship discussion even the teachings your parents taught you.

To be continued ...for the next post part 2