Today will be Litmus Test

Tonight will be the test for my mind and brain.
I am going to Newark airport and the same surroundings and familiar vicinty will come back in my brain. The anchoring will play it's role. However I think this time it will be okay and not extreme push back because I know this already and it's for the betterment of all.

This 'Sher' is Deep.

Hum Dua Likhtay Rahay, Woh Dagha Parthay Rahay

Ik Nuktay nay Humain Mehram say Mujhram Kar Diya

Weeky Gratitude July 02-09, 2018

MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY and FRIDAY.

This week has been head over heels and all the time in managing things to furnish and trying to drink from the fire hose. Things are going to calm down eventually. Thanks to Ms. JH for helping out and taking big step in unpacking stuff. The investment already started to work out but management part has increased. So much laziness has come over me to do basic accountability chores and accounting chores. My sleep needs to get better to be more productive. I am writing it down now. This week will be better. 

Weekly Gratitude June 25-July 01,2018

This week was not a lot  occupied at start but got overloaded in the middle at the end was way too much.

MONDAY

• Started the week with usual false promises to myself that I will wake up and go for a run but when you sleep at 3 am how can you wake up at 6 am and go for a run as well? :(
• If you start out your day in bed with a smartphone next to yourself, you are bound to get your life out of control. Monday was spent in responding to emails and work commitments upon waking up. 
• No miracles on Monday but was another reminder that will power is limited and systems and psychology always win. 

TUESDAY

• Tuesday was supposed to be a  busy day and specially for getting ready to prepare for Wednesday.
• Tuesday I started another renovation project as well in the current habitat, trying to envision another private entrance bedroom suite, currently it will cost me around $5000+ :( for see it happening but since I have been wondering about it for years. It is better to get it done. 
• In order to overcome the inconvenience, present guests were going through I did the right thing and paid them back for their stay...for sure they appreciated the right thing done to them. :)  
• Tuesday was PUSH day so I am glad at least I am getting back in routine and getting a better shape for myself or others. :|
• As I was on PTO on Wednesday so I had to catch up on a lot of emails and other work to be finished before I could take the day off. 
• At the end of the day I realized that what is not set in stone on calendar never gets done. Anyways I powered through the day in order to get ready for a new beginning in my life on Wednesday. 

WEDNESDAY

• This past Wednesday was supposed to be a validation Wednesday because I got the official opportunity to teach and train at world's largest organization of technical professionals
• This platform alone has brought a lot more opportunities to me already, thanks to Almighty. 

• People who were skeptical of me reached out themselves as I could see the principles of persuasion working in the form of social proof already. 
• I am supposed to be the least educated person on this platform but still I am rubbing shoulders with other top notch researches :| :O  , Kind of unbelievable, all His Grace and mercy.
• The class went well and got done with celebration as well for this opportunity. Thanks to my NEW GAME getting better and new people I am meeting. 

THURSDAY 

• Thursday was another day to catch up on regular work routines and pending tasks from Wednesday PTO.
• I need to get out of my regular lazy and procrastinating work style and need to be more pro-active on managing things, this is a constant reminder I am learning about myself. 
• Thursday was PULL day but I did not feel much muscle soreness up until Saturday, but it was just a little. 
• Thursday evening couples message was a nice gesture by good friend especially after they paid top dollar for the service. Thank you for the good pay back. 
• Post mid-night Mexican restaurant in a ghetto area was another good experience to add to the list when you hit late night rounds to satisfy your hunger.

FRIDAY 

• Friday was crazy busy but I powered through it. 
• This was one of the Fridays where I technically got 3 houses owner but on paper work I only own 2 houses. 
• I am okay with the decision to push through and compensate for the lost 3 years when I was in school full time and could not invest more. 
• Friday after second new house closing and getting keys, I wanted to make trips and get most major things done. I am glad that major things went as planned. 
• Friday flew by fast and when in the afternoon I had to go see Mr. Anderson as he checked out from the hospital. 
• Friday was a power day and I was drained after eating that Mexican grilled liver for dinner. I didn't feel good after that and specially they did not put spices on it at all. Not happy and not returning again to the same restaurant. 

SATURDAY

• Spent the whole Saturday shopping around for estate sales and getting deals to furnish the new place and put it back on the market. 
• Soon realized after spending 6+ hours that best deals are already on Amazon so did what I should have done already.
• Got tired and frustrated and ended Saturday half asleep

SUNDAY

• Got some good deals on Sofas and happy about it. 
• Sunday was leg day so now I will learn what happens to my testosterone level in the coming days and also how great I will feel once I sleep tonight :)
• Spend the day contemplating about other side projects for which deadline is approaching, so responded them by email and going to start the week with a bang. Amen.

ANALYSIS

My observation about my lack of consistency is that I don't document things and I don't buy accountability.  Putting things locking down in my calendar and buying accountability can push me through and I can get more done rather than sitting alone in my place and watching YouTube instead of doing work.

Secondly venturing out to coffee shops can help me do remote work but then after some hours that coffee shop soon becomes boring so I need to venture out to new coffee shops. I can do that.


Enough of said and analysis done. Time to do some more things now. GAME ON.