Friday, October 27, 2017

Everyday!!!

Every day you try to hide your feelings and then at the same time you try to remind you of your feelings. Every day you try to let go of your feelings and every day at the same time you want to enjoy the pleasure and the pain you have in these feelings.
Every day you think things will change and every day you realize that they are getting more stronger. Every day you realize maybe you are turning into a person or getting used to living in this lifestyle with this feeling.
Every day you feel optimistic, everyday you feel pessimistic. Every day you try to look from a third person's eye and everyday you feel what you lost and everyday you feel what you're going to gain through all this feeling.
Every day you think that you have been free and every day you realize no it is the real Freedom which has caught the bug in you. Every day you realize how much invested you were, and everyday you realize how much of a person you have become?
Every day you realize tomorrow things will change and every day you do the same what you did yesterday. Every day you did not feel the same for them but now every day you do feel the same which is a strange truth in itself.
Every day you - yes I am talking to you not me....Yes, you know you read this and every day I read that.  How long are we going to continue this every day?

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